late night thoughts .

 

i suppose all good things come to an end

we all can't possibly believe that forever is something that will occur.

everything seemed so perfect, the way we'd just look at each other and smile

the way i couldn't help but get those butterflies in my tummy every time i knew i was going to see you

from the laughs, to the fights, the make ups, and the tears, 

the way your arms felt around me, how i never wanted to let go of you whenever you'd hug me

the way that i was my complete self around you

my best friend, this you were, my everything, my love, my life, my other half

i never planned on falling for you this hard, it was never planned

love? i never knew it could happen that quick

from the outside in, no one sees what we went through in that short amount of time

you& i, we know the love we share is undeniable. 

you promised you'd be here, you said you'd never leave, and it's so hard to sit here and type this all 

from the bottom of my heart, i truly wish you the best

someone once told me, that when you love someone; you want them to love

fall deep in love and be the best they can be, and even if you find happiness& i'm not there to share

it with you right by your side, if you find that , it makes makes me happy.

AJC,

please know i will always be here for you regardless of everything we

have gone through, you are a great man

don't ever let anyone belittle you .

1910 didn't last long, but it's memories will

forever be in my heart, 

those memories will never end .

always.

Many times I believed I would never be happy, many times I cried , heartbreaks, lies, broken promises, they all seemed to always happen to me. I would have never imagined that I would be as happy as I am today all thanks to him.He makes everyday better, mantains a smile on my face, always. Maybe it's too soon to say but I know a good thing when I see it, and him& I , we're beyond a good thing .

nineteenten.

Breakeven by The Script has been replaying for a while, and then when I began speaking to him it stopped, in the song it says : "She finally found a man that's gonna put her first" .... and so I did <3

questions . . .

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Alexander McQueen .

2010

 
Well it's been a while since I actually continued updating this. My life is a bit hectic, with work seven days a week and school, I barely have time to breath . Although a little late, I'm extremely happy to welcome in the new year, in 2009 I learned so much about myself . I know everyone has goals for this year, including myself. For the past four years I've honestly always needed to be talking to someone because if I wasn't I'd feel extremely lonely, but what the end of 2009 showed me was that I don't need any other person other than my true friends, family, myself, and most importantly God.

Through God I have learned to love myself, before attempting to love another . Trust me I am not some crazy Christian fanatic, I am only human & I have made many mistakes in my past but I can honestly say now, that I have learned from them. I respect every single individuals point of view on religion, and I am not one for debates because I believe religion isn't something you can state your point of view & prove yourself correct or incorrect because it is an everlasting debate which began millions of years ago. With that said, I would like for people to respect my views on religion as I do to yours .

I'm looking forward to what each day brings this wonderful year,

what new friends I gain, what new experiences

 I encounter and what blessings the Lord has for me .

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the LORD.

"They are plans for good and not for disaster,

to give you a future and a hope.

                                                         -Jeremiah 29:11

M.I.A

please excuse me from my absence, i have too much going on in my life right now.

once my life is back on track i pinky promise i will continue posting .