Desire .

Desire can be potrayed in many diverse ways. But for now, my desire is to love . To care for someone . The need of having someone whisper " Your everything I've always wanted . " Now I'm constantly saying " I don't need a man in my life." But recenly I've been wanting someone. I'm sick & tired of childish games . And hey I'm just writing whats on my mind. False hope, promises broken, words said with no true meaning . Just words. Words I longed to hear, but I should add, I want these words to be true. I give people my all: friendship, relationship, whatever the circumstance. And what do I recieve? n o t h i n g . Nothing but heart break . Too many to count how many times I feel lonely in one day. Yes I have people who care about me, but yet I feel empty. A part of me is missing. Maybe I already found it, maybe I haven't. Only time will tell. And yes I'm only seventeen, and I have my whole life ahead of me. But when a person is very affectionate, they need someone next to them. I have yet to find someone who can actually mantain a relationship. I guess I am too young for now . "Good things come to those who wait. " I've waited far too long .