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just whats on my mind at this very moment:

you promised me you'd never walk away again, that i meant too much to you. is this your way of showing your love? by completely forgetting about me? everytime you pour your heart out, you later ignore me. you can pretend as if you don't feel the way you truely do but the feelings we share are undeniable, they're there, and you can't just let them go. we've been through it all, you've always been on my mind. its not fair, not fair at all. i try to find happyness and when it seems so close our memories start to set in. when you used to hug me and i'd feel so safe wrapped around your arms, but these tears won't bring you back. they won't make you realize that your pride is stopping you from being happy. "it's hard to trust someone after her" we're two different people, what can i do to make you understand that i'm not her? it's going to hurt, more than it ever has but i'm sorry to say, your in the past .